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Text Chapter 624: Emotional Fluctuations

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    Ning Xiaoyun looked at Gao Jue's resolute sleeping face, her heart filled with infinite love.  She knew that the person she loved most in her life was this man.

    Tonight, she found that she was not sleepy at all. Even though her body was tired, she still had no intention of sleeping.  Looking at Gao Jue, unknowingly, her heart became complicated again, with thousands of thoughts.

    "What is love" This question is too complicated, and Ning Xiaoyun can't answer it herself, but she knows that she loves this man and is willing to give everything for this man.  But on the contrary, what about this man? Does this man also love me deeply?

    Ning Xiaoyun couldn't help but become suspicious, thinking of everything she was willing to give for Gao Jue, and then thinking of Gao Jue's ambiguity, how much had gone through between the two of them before they were where they are today.  Today, I am with Gao Jue, but it is not just the two of them, there are also Shu Xin, Yuan Ting, etc

    I exchange my sincerity for my sincerity, but what do I get in exchange?  I gave him all my heart, but his heart did not completely belong to me. What he got was only a small piece.

    Is it fair?

    "No" Ning Xiaoyun shook her head and said to herself: "What am I thinking about? What are I thinking about? My person and my heart are already his, and I still think about these things.  What to do? Gao Jue is very good to me and to everyone. He is the most outstanding man in the world. Iwhat else do I want from him"

    This night, Ning Xiaoyun didn't sleep the whole time. She was either thinking about it or looking at Gao Jue.

    At about four o'clock in the morning, Ning Xiaoyun felt a little anxious.  She entered the bathroom.  After solving it.  Go to the sink and wash your hands.  She found that her face looked a little haggard.

    The faucet was opened gently, and she rinsed her hands in the water. When she rubbed her palms back and forth, she suddenly thought of Chang Lei, who had been stabbed for herself.  I still remember the expression on Chang Lei's face yesterday, as he kept saying "I love you" and holding her hand tightly.

    "Chang Leihe is also an excellent manbut I'm sorry, we really have no fatebefore you. I already had a manhatewe met too late"

    Ning Xiaoyun didn¡¯t know why, but she silently said this in her heart.

    "He is getting better now. When I left, his eyes were so reluctant This kind of look is something I have never seen in Gao Jue's eyes Is he sleeping now? Mine  If leaving, will it affect his injury"

    After thinking about Chang Lei just now, she was worried about Chang Lei's injury again.  After drying her hands, she unconsciously took out her mobile phone from her pocket, which was already turned off.  She pressed the button to open it.

    She wanted to call Chang Lei and ask about Chang Lei's situation.  However, she hesitated.

    "It's so late, he must be asleep, so let's forget it"

    Just as I was about to put my phone in my pocket, I heard the sound of "beep, beep, beep", which was a text message.

    Ning Xiaoyun opened it and took a look. It was a message from Chang Lei. The content was, "Xiaoyun, I feel so hurt now, my heart hurts so much. I miss you, and I find that I really can't live without you now."

    The time of this text message is ten o'clock in the evening.

    "Beep, beep, beep"

    Then, text messages sounded one after another, and there were nearly twenty of them.

    They were all sent by Chang Lei, and the content was similar. Without you by my side, I couldn't sleep at all. I felt mentally empty. This kind of pain was far more difficult for me than physical pain. You are sleeping now.  Well, I really can¡¯t sleep now. As soon as I close my eyes, your shadow is in my mind

    In the text messages, Chang Lei expressed his love and longing. The last text message was sent at three o'clock in the morning.

    "It's so late, why hasn't he slept yet If he stays up like this, it will be bad for his health It will be bad for his injuries It will affect his recovery" Ning  Xiaoyun became worried about Chang Lei again. She really wanted to call Chang Lei to comfort him and let him go to bed quickly.  However, she hesitated for a long time and finally gave up the idea.

    "I already have a man, and it is impossible for me to be with him. I can't let him have any thoughts, otherwise, it will make him sink deeper and deeper. This will harm him"

    Ning Xiaoyun made up her mind and put the phone in her pocket. She silently walked back to the living room and sat on the sofa next to Gao Jue.

    Gao Jue slept deeply, his heart was really tired, and Ning Xiaoyun's footsteps were too light, so he couldn't hear them at all.

    Looking at Gao Jue again, Ning Xiaoyun began to think blindly again, "Gao Jue, Gao Jue, ever since I met you, I have always beenNow, I only have you in my heart.  Have you ever missed me so much and thought that you would stay up all night for me"

    At this moment, she couldn't help but compare the man in front of her with the man in the hospital.

    She didn¡¯t know why she was like this or why she made such a comparison.

    Time continued to pass, and soon it was 5:20 in the morning.  Suddenly, the cell phone in Ning Xiaoyun's pocket rang.

    "Ring, ring, ring"

    When she heard the phone ringing, Ning Xiaoyun couldn't help but feel nervous. She quickly took out the phone and looked at the caller ID. It was Chang Lei's number.

    At this moment, she felt an inexplicable uneasiness in her heart, as if she had done something wrong.  She quickly hung up the phone, stood up, and walked towards the guest bedroom. Her footsteps remained the same, but very fast.

    After a few steps into the bedroom, she closed the bedroom door and leaned her back tightly on the door.  She held the phone and stared at the screen. Her heart was in a state of confusion, not knowing what to do.

    She wanted to call Chang Lei back, but she didn't know what to say.

    "Ring, ring, ring"

    The phone rang again.

    This time, she hesitated for a second, finally pressed the answer button and put the phone to her ear.

    "Hello" Her voice was very small.

    "Xiaoyun, you're awakeII" Chang Lei's nervous, restless, hoarse, and haggard voice came from the phone.

    "I'm awakeare you okay?" Ning Xiaoyun asked in a low voice while walking towards the back of the room.

    "II miss you so muchThis whole nightI've been thinking about youAs long as I close my eyes, your mind is full of your shadowI can't sleepwithout you by my side  I don't feel at ease at allI can't sleep at allI'm afraidI'm afraid I'll never see you again" Chang Lei said aggrievedly and sadly.

    "You, why are you so stupid You are so seriously injured, if you don't sleep it will be bad for your health Go to bed quickly and have a good rest The body is the capital of the revolution And  Don't think too much, we will meet often in the future After the new year, you will be transferred to the provincial department. By then, we will be colleagues and we will see each other often" Ning Xiaoyun said softly.

    "I, I really want to see you now Can you come here Stay with me Only when I see you can I sleep soundly Otherwise I really can't sleep" Chang Lei  Her voice was hoarse and choked, as if she was crying.

    "This I'm sorry I have something to do today I can't go there You have a good rest"

    While listening to Chang Lei's words, Ning Xiaoyun's heart was struggling fiercely.  She knew that if she passed, Chang Lei would sink deeper and deeper.  I already have a man, how can I give another man a chance?  After finishing speaking, he gritted his teeth, hung up the phone and turned off the phone.

    At the moment when the phone was turned off, Ning Xiaoyun's tears trickled down from the corners of her eyes.

    She is really sad.

    The reason why she was sad was that she could have rejected Chang Lei with justifiable reasons, told him that she already had a man, and made him give up.  But for this reason, I really can¡¯t express myself.

    She has an agreement with Shu Xin and Yuan Ting. No one can say that Gao Jue is their boyfriend or fianc¨¦. This is also to protect Gao Jue.  Externally, it can only be said that Gao Jue is their friend, a relatively good friend.

    When being pursued by a man, such a grand reason for rejection cannot be used. This is undoubtedly an extremely painful thing for a woman.

    Ning Xiaoyun leaned against the corner and cried silently.

    After a long time, she finally relaxed her mood, wiped away her tears, and walked towards the door.  She did not enter the living room immediately, but went to the bathroom first and washed her face.

    She turned into the living room again, and when she turned the corner, she stopped instantly.  Because the man who had fallen asleep on the sofa had woken up now and was sitting upright on the sofa, looking towards her.

    When Ning Xiaoyun's cell phone rang just now, Gao Jue was instantly awakened. When he opened his eyes, he saw Ning Xiaoyun walking away and running into the guest bedroom.

    Gao Jue could see Ning Xiaoyun's nervousness. Even though he was puzzled, he didn't pursue her to find out what happened because he believed in his woman.  He just sat up straight and waited for Ning Xiaoyun to come back. He was sure that Ning Xiaoyun would make it clear to him.

    Seeing Ning Xiaoyun come out, Gao Jue smiled and said softly:??: "Xiaoyun, when did you come, you didn't wake me up"

    "Ah I work overtime at work I came here after I got off work in the middle of the night Seeing how soundly you slept, I didn't want to wake you up" Ning Xiaoyun will not lie, especially in front of Ai Lang  , the rhetoric at this moment made her heart beat faster, and she didn't even dare to look at Gao Jue.

    How could Gao Jue not see that, her face was not expressionless, how could he not see that she was nervous, he could even see that Ning Xiaoyun was crying and her eye circles were a little red.

    But he didn¡¯t want to expose Ning Xiaoyun¡¯s lies because he knew that since Ning Xiaoyun chose to hide it from him, there must be reasons for it.

    "Youare always so concerned about me. Is there too much smoke in the room that has made your eyes red? You haven't gone to bed yet. You haven't changed your clothes yet. Go inside and sleep. I'll give it to you."  You cook." Gao Jue said softly.  After saying that, he stood up and walked towards Ning Xiaoyun.

    "Well" Seeing Gao Jue being so gentle, Ning Xiaoyun couldn't help but feel guilty, nodded lightly, and said nothing.

    Gao Jue came to Ning Xiaoyun's side in a few steps, gently supported her and entered the room.
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