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Volume One Black Silk Goddess Chapter 158: Rebirth on the Road to Redemption

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    After I finished watching the news broadcast, Qingyu hadn't come back yet.  I just wanted to call Qingyu when Qingyu came back.  I saw her in a hurry, so I asked her: "Where have you been?" Qingyu smiled at me and said: "I went to the bookstore to read." I teased: "You can buy whatever books you like and read them.  " Qingyu smiled quietly and said, "The atmosphere of learning is only in the bookstore, so I read it in the bookstore. Brother Hao Ren, have you eaten? Qingyu went to cook for you." I said, "I have eaten.  Make something for yourself." Qingyu smiled and ordered a bowl of noodles for herself. After eating, she continued to review her homework, while I returned to the room and opened QQ on the computer to see what news there was.  Now I basically don¡¯t use QQ very much, because it¡¯s a waste of time, and the chats are all about something that I don¡¯t have. If I have this time, I might as well read two more books, even the most rubbish novels, it¡¯s better than chatting.  Strong, at least you can feel some of the author's worldview. Of course, there are different people to chat with. If you are sure that the person opposite is a very accomplished person, you can get something from chatting.  But it¡¯s obvious that people who really make a difference don¡¯t gossip on the Internet.  After I logged into QQ, a lot of group messages popped up. They were all alumni groups, and they were all talking about finding a job. I just glanced at them briefly and closed the window.  I suddenly noticed that Ma Xiaodan had updated his space log, and I subconsciously clicked on it. The name of the log was "Rebirth on the Road to Redemption"!  ¡­ ¡­ The content of the log is as follows: I remember someone once told me that he liked me.  When I heard this sentence, I didn¡¯t know what I was thinking, but I was thinking at that time, like it?  Do you really like it that much?  If he knew about that, would he still like me?  hehe.  I don¡¯t know when, probably in the first year of high school, or the first time that man did something to me that should have sent me to hell, I fell in love with him.  ??Under my own efforts, I went to a third-level college.  I continued to misbehave in school and became a money-worshiping girl. I don¡¯t know why, but when I looked at that person¡¯s eyes, I always thought, do you really like me that much?  Finally, I got the answer.  He won't like me anymore, but I looked back and realized that all of this was me taking revenge on myself, not him, or testing him.  I didn¡¯t know what I was doing, but when the man who was supposed to go to hell twitched in my body for three minutes and gave me the first wave of jing fluid in my life, I knew that I had already  She became a bad woman.  But when I learned that I was pregnant with my first child, I suddenly felt confused.  How I wish to have a child, and I will be the mother of this child.  But I know that this child must be aborted because I don't like the father of the child.  I didn¡¯t even remember who the child¡¯s father was. I knew I had done something wrong, but I didn¡¯t know what I should do, so I kept doing it wrong.  I got addicted to drugs in nightclubs, and I even lost myself under the influence of drugs.  When I finally appeared in prison, I looked back and realized that the man who was supposed to go to hell only raped me once, but I raped myself for many years and completely ruined my life.  He gave me life, but also destroyed my life and my youth with his own hands.  It¡¯s ridiculous.  Insult.  Haha.  When I first heard the word redemption in prison, I fell in love with it.  I have hated and complained all my life, but I found that all the hatred and complaints were just against myself.  When the sun shines on my face, when the sweat falls on the ground along my cheeks, when the gears of fate roll forward again.  I may have been reborn, or I may have been reborn.  ¡­¡­ After reading this diary, I felt confused.  It was obvious that Ma Xiaodan vented all his grievances.  But where did she get this resentment?  I suddenly discovered that I thought I understood Ma Xiaodan, but I didn't understand him at all.  Was it me that she said liked her?  I don¡¯t know, but I found that his QQ signature was changed to read: Let¡¯s leave it to the future.  A sentence that makes people feel a little lonely and helpless.  I didn¡¯t leave a message under the blog because I didn¡¯t know what to leave.  I think maybe the last sentence in her diary is the key point. She got a new life and was reborn. ?Sometimes life is like this. Everyone has his own pain. These pains can only be licked by one person silently in the middle of the night. He cannot tell anyone about this pain, because it belongs to one person and can never be saved in his heart.  Tell the secret.  I suddenly wanted to find Ma Xiaodan, pull her back, and ask her what she couldn¡¯t say, and I would help her solve it.  But I knew that I couldn't do this, so I silently turned off the computer, lay on the bed and tried to fall asleep.  I had a dream, I dreamed of Ma Xiaodan¡¯s ponytail and skinny Yang Yang.  I was wearing the school uniform of Ruyang No. 1 High School and sitting in the classroom. I couldn't see the classmates or anyone around me clearly. I could only see Ma Xiaodan and the ponytail behind her. The summer wind was blowing.  , her ponytail swaying with my heart.  This kind of dream has appeared in my life many days and nights.  Time has passed, and to this day, I can only encounter such a scene in my dreams.  At the end of the dream, Ma Xiaodan said to me: "The head teacher is here, don't sleep." Then I woke up, I opened my eyes and looked at Qing Yu standing at the head of my bed.  Qing Yu opened the curtains, and the bright sunshine outside the window shone in, making me feel uncomfortable.  Qingyu said to me: "Get up, it's already past nine o'clock." I took a deep breath and said to myself: "Come on." Just like always, I said these two words to Ma Xiaodan's back on the eve of the college entrance examination  The words are the same.  Maybe it was because of the dream, I felt groggy all day long. When I got home from work, I received a call from Xia Wanyu asking me to go to her home. Her voice on the phone was very soft and fragile.  I took a deep breath, gathered my energy and rushed to Xia Wanyu's golf villa in Yushan.  I parked my car in the parking lot outside the villa, but I found two cars parked near my car. I recognized one of them. It was Ye Zhengtu's car, and I had been in it.  The other one is a car whose model is unclear. There is no trademark or brand on the car. I highly doubt whether this is a car built by someone else.  I raised my head and looked at Yushan Golf Villa at night, and suddenly realized that something big might happen tonight. Thinking of Xia Wanyu's urgent voice when she called just now, I rushed into the villa. As soon as I entered,  I saw two men sitting in the hall of the villa.  It is Ye Zhengtu and Meng Long.
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