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Volume 3 Shandong Thief Chapter 325: Return to the starting point

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    For a week in a row, I was living in a state of confusion.  After Xia Wanyu left, I felt at a loss.  I don't know what to do, it's like I suddenly lost my goal and backbone.  I couldn't contact her, and she didn't take the initiative to contact me.  It was like we had lost contact with each other before.  I want to find something to do, but I don't know what to do.  That feeling is very uncomfortable, as if there are thousands of clues but no way to start.  During the twilight, at a certain night.  I heard a song, a very old classic song.  Beyond's "Glory Days", I still remember Liu Weiwei once told me that this song was about Nelson Mandela, the founding father of South Africa.  After Liu Weiwei told me, I also looked for some information about Mandela and read two of his books.  I was lying on the bed, with Beyond singing ringing in my ears.  I am reminded of a sentence in Mandela's book "Long Walk to Freedom": "The greatest glory in life is not that you never fall, but that you can always rise again after falling." Perhaps, I am at the bottom of my life now.  .  Although I look glamorous on the surface, I can't find some lost things. To put it harshly, I have already lost them.  After Sun Xiaoqing left me, I stopped studying and I stopped paying attention to the circle around me.  He has always been taking advantage of Xia Wanyu's power, acting arbitrarily and arrogantly.  It seems like self-destruction, more like a kind of catharsis.  I took Sun Xiaoqing's advice to me not to work hard and was willing to enjoy life, instead of using her belief in helping me to achieve my goals in life.  I am now like this luxurious and spacious Sheshan villa. It represents status, but it makes me forget the pragmatism of living in a two-bedroom apartment.  The status comes from Xia Wanyu, not myself.  This villa is originally a property under Zhang Qingshi¡¯s name, so what shame do I have to live in it?  The Audi A4 I'm driving now was given to me by Wang Yingli. How can I have the face to wander around in the colorful world every day?  Mama's Food Company was founded by Yang Yang. After I invested the money with a shy face, I said it was my own business.  Suddenly, I understood.  None of this belongs to me. I am still as impoverished as I was when Xia Wanyu was kicked out of Gaoke University. I squatted at the crossroads.  Sadly, but not pragmatic.  At that time, Sun Xiaoqing came back, and she made me understand that if people don¡¯t work hard, they can only die.  But now, Sun Xiaoqing will not come back, but I think of what Sun Xiaoqing said to me before.  Emotions are indeed a headache, but this is not the purpose of making people fall.  Perhaps it was precisely because of this that Xia Wanyu chose to leave with Xia Tian.  I sat up, my mind was in a mess.  But it's like sitting in meditation in front of the Buddha for thirty years, but once you wake up, it's all in vain. A flash of inspiration comes to your mind, but you feel a little sour.  The qualities and words that Sun Xiaoqing once taught me are like movies, appearing in my mind scene by scene.  Maybe I shouldn't be sinking, the sleeping dragon should wake up.  As if possessed, I put on my clothes, got out of bed, and came to the desk.  Take out a piece of A4 paper, write your own name, then draw a line, and then write other people's names.  Just like before, I listed all the people I thought were important, or the relationships in important directions, just like drawing a tree diagram.  An idea suddenly appeared in my mind and I translated it onto a piece of paper.  The night passed in a blink of an eye.  Before dawn, I held this A4 paper that was so messy that no one else could understand it, and breathed a long sigh of relief.  This drawing is not precise, and can even be said to be messy.  But I did it and it worked.  I raised my head and looked out the window at the white sky on the horizon. It seemed that it was already bright.  ¡­ ¡­ I was just like when I accompanied Ma Xiaodan to the hospital for an abortion, I stayed up all night but didn¡¯t feel sleepy at all.  I cooked a beef soup myself and made two egg pancakes.  When Zhang Ling got up, I was having breakfast.  Zhang Ling looked at me in surprise, then sat down with a disheveled face, picked up the bowl of beef soup I gave her, took a sip, and praised: "It tastes good." I took a bite of the egg pancake and said to her:  "I want to go back to my old apartment. This is my last breakfast in Sheshan." Zhang Ling frowned and asked in surprise: "Split up?" I said: "No, become a monk." I will go to bed last night.  After telling Zhang Ling what she was thinking, Zhang Ling looked at me and asked, "Go back to the apartment that Aunt Wang gave you before?" I nodded and said, "Yes, that apartment is already there.  I bought it and no one has lived there. Now I want to go back." Zhang Ling frowned and said with a flat mouth, "Let's start over again. Haha, I suggest you shave your head, so that you can have the charm of a monk.  , I want to start over again." I looked at Zhang Ling who was teasing me, frowned slightly and said, "That's a good suggestion." Zhang Ling saw it.After saying that, she said in great surprise: "Are you really planning to shave your head? I just said that casually." "I've decided, I'm going to get a haircut right away." I said to her.  Zhang Ling was obviously frightened by me, but she seemed to remember my funny appearance after shaving my head, and couldn't help but smile coquettishly.  After breakfast, I packed two pieces of clothing and put them in my backpack.  After going downstairs, I saw Zhang Ling also carrying a bag. I asked her in surprise: "What are you doing?" She looked at me eagerly and said, "I want to drink beef soup every day." I didn't say anything, Zhang  Ling added: "Sheshan Villa is so big. If you leave, I will definitely be scared to death by myself here, so I'd better follow you to your old apartment. Having said that, I have to supervise you for Aunt Xia."  Yeah, hum." I nodded and said, "Okay, if you want, then let's go. Anyway, the apartment only has two rooms." Zhang Ling blushed and said, "It's boring." She came out of Sheshan Villa.  , lock the villa door.  I rode Zhang Ling's bicycle and took her to a nearby barber shop. The hair stylist very enthusiastically introduced me to the methods of personal image building and wanted to help me create an image.  But I said to him: "Shave your head bald." The hairstylist was obviously startled. After asking me again, he asked me to sit down in front of the mirror.  My hair is only a little longer, and shaving my head doesn't actually remove much hair.  I watched as my livid scalp was slowly exposed under the hairstylist's hands, and a smile slowly appeared on my face.  Zhang Ling sat in the back, her head lowered and not looking at me.  Soon, my hair disappeared under the hands of the hairstylist.  I looked at myself in the mirror, looking a little rogue, and turned my head to look at Zhang Ling. She looked up at me, her eyes filled with tears, but with a smile on her face and she said, "There is an extra light bulb at home.  ¡± I smiled helplessly and left the barber shop with Zhang Ling.  I rode my bicycle and took her to Sheshan subway station.  She didn't ask me why I didn't go back to drive. In fact, I knew it and she understood.  On the subway, I held Zhang Ling's hand. There were a lot of people, and the two of us were a little close to each other. For some reason, Zhang Ling hugged me, lay in my arms, and said to me: "If you can, let it go."  It's also a kind of courage. Some people may say you are stupid, but I know that you are actually finding yourself. Gold will always shine. I believe you." I was a little moved by her words, but soon she let go of me.  He still looked like he was joking and heartless.  There are many people on the subway who are dressed in rags and bring their children to beg.  Perhaps because we were both well dressed, a woman with a little girl came to me with a bowl and said to us: "Okay." I subconsciously wanted to give her the change in my pocket. After all, that was  The little girl has big, clear eyes.  I believed that such a child would not lie, but Zhang Ling stopped me. She looked at the money in the women's bowl and said with envy: "Are you showing off to me that you have more money than me?"  ? " "" Suddenly, everyone five meters away almost laughed when they heard this sentence, and I couldn't help but look at Zhang Ling.  This girl is so cute.  The begging mother and daughter didn't take it seriously and continued walking back.  Or, they are not mother and daughter.  Zhang Ling said proudly: "Begging was understandable in the past, but in today's era when you can make money as long as you have hands and feet, begging has long ago changed, hum." Take the subway from Sheshan to Xuhui District, and then transfer to the bus  In the apartment that Wang Yingli rented to me before.  The apartment is not luxurious, but compared to most people living in this city.  This is a dream nest. The furnishings of the apartment are still the same as a few years ago, but because no one has lived there for a long time, the place has become extremely dirty.  The room was completely filled with cobwebs and dust, and the TV couldn't be used due to the moisture.  Basically all the electrical appliances that could be used were broken, the sofa was not much better, and the mattress was almost falling apart.  Zhang Ling stuck out her tongue and said, "If I had known I wouldn't come, I would have been tricked. I was tricked." I was helpless, but fortunately I still had water and electricity at home.  First open the windows to ventilate the air, and then start tidying up the home.  The busy work lasted until after one o'clock in the afternoon when the dusting was completed.  Zhang Ling made a list of things she needed to buy. After I looked at them, I added a blackboard that was enough to fill the wall of the study.  Zhang Ling didn¡¯t ask why. We came to Furniture City in the afternoon.  Order all the furniture you need to buy, don¡¯t buy the most expensive ones, only sell the most affordable ones, as long as they are usable.  After buying these, it didn¡¯t cost much.  Furniture City will deliver the furniture to your home after it has been placed.  Then he sold the old furniture to the second-hand furniture recycling center provided by Furniture City at a very low price. After doing this, it was already night.  I breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the item list and said, "I still need a blackboard. I'll go to the textbook center to order it tomorrow."nbsp; Zhang Ling was lying on the sofa, which was not as big as the Sheshan Villa, and said lazily: "I have to bring the fish over tomorrow, otherwise they won't be able to live if we leave." I nodded and opened the window.  I looked at the night view outside and said, "Okay." After so many years of wandering, I am back to the starting point.  I shouted out the window, and Zhang Ling asked me: "What's wrong with you?" I said: "Nothing, I just remembered some things from the past." ¡ª¡ª ps: I have to take the train tomorrow night  Nanchang, I went there for about a week.  During this period, try to keep updating two chapters a day, but if you are mentally and physically exhausted, you may update one chapter.  I hope everyone will understand, but it will be updated every day. Just come and do it.
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