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Chapter 4: Duel between the two heroes: I want to survive

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    After walking through a rainy field, there was no wind and the scorching sun was shining. He was not smiling and his mouth was dry. He looked at the dry land, which looked like it was withered and cracked.  The desolate and sprawling world seemed to have no end, and there was no end in sight. As each day passed, his face began to look haggard.  Month after month passed, and a year later, his spirit and will tended to collapse. He didn't like ascetics, but he was like an ascetic. When he saw that there was still a little water in the dry lake, he naturally didn't care.  Twenty-one drank, and his body was already approaching its limit. Most people would not survive more than a month, and he was just a small person.  He doesn¡¯t want to die. Once he dies, he will be gone. He will be one with the desolate world. He is fighting against time, fighting for a spring.  After drinking the water, it was bitter, but so good. His tired eyes showed a little light. He continued to walk forward. He had already seen the end of the desolation. It didn't matter what was at the end. The important thing was to get out first.  He finally reached the end of the desolation and walked out, damn!  Also, there is a whole desert, a trap of mirages. He cannot be disappointed, complain, or pessimistic. He must walk through the desert in front of him again, even if it is very difficult, it is more difficult than becoming a great Internet writer.  "We have been walking through the desolate world for more than a year. How long do we have to walk to reach the other shore? The other shore is too far away. How big can our bodies be?  No. But that doesn't matter at all. If you don't want to die, you have to go until you get out, or until you die.  ¡­¡­¡­ After many years and many things, I no longer have the heart to seek anything. I walk in this world and have to leave. Every day I force myself to write, no matter what, I have to write, no matter what I write.  My sincere heart that I have no more desires.  It is true that I must beg myself to write. It is true that I want to live. It is also true that I beg for help from people who don¡¯t know me. I beg for help in person. I must live. I must live first to prove that I have nothing left.  The heart of seeking.  Not asking and asking are both true.  I¡¯m not afraid of misunderstanding, ridicule, or sarcasm. I¡¯m not afraid that no one will help me. I¡¯m not afraid that people I¡¯ve helped will retaliate or ignore them. I¡¯m not afraid of writing poorly, speaking poorly, or living a bad life.  Well, I have to live.  This year's income is not enough to cover expenses, and my pocket is always 0. People say that the poor are not saved when they are in need, but the poor are sad, and you cannot have no ambition if you are poor. It doesn't matter if I don't eat for a few days, I am just a little person, it doesn't matter if you look down on me, I  I don¡¯t have to prove it to anyone, I just want to survive.  Poverty, not poor enough, really poor, temporarily poor, fake poor, very poor, can not stop my belief in living, those are completely unimportant to me.  I want to live first, just like I want to write, I will not fall. If I fall, it only means that I am dead. When I am really dead, I will fall.  When I am alive, I will stand taller than anyone else, and I can bow my head and be more compassionate and kind than anyone else. I will not give up on myself, and I will never use any means to survive. I will never do evil things.  Yes, I can be a beggar, but I will not lie to others or harm others. I would rather die than not. I want to live bravely and strongly.
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