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So I heard Chapter 32: There is no pessimism, just sadness

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    Sunday, April 17, 2016.  No rain during the day and light rain at night.  Being busy outside is endless.  It wasn't until 8:30 in the evening that I went indoors and started typing.  There is nothing to write in the diary, the days so far are pretty much the same.  When you are in a troublesome mood, perfect attendance is still required.  Yesterday I said on Weibo: "A young reader was curious about what I wear to work, so I took a picture of it. It seems that I haven't bought clothes for at least ten years! I have very low material desires and pursue spiritual transcendence all my life. Later, I  I discovered that no matter what idealism or materialism, every word of love is flying all over the sky. Indeed, I discovered that I had already discovered a lot of bad feelings. Therefore, it is difficult to understand right and wrong. In the end, strength will determine the winner. I am indifferent to the world.  The road is really the biggest challenge! Time does not wait for me. "Long Yinyue: The sky is full of wind and clouds, the dragon is walking leisurely, the sky is full of flying clouds, and the wind and moon are blowing in the mountains.  Go against the will of the free and unfettered, and take the lead without competing with the world. My smile is stained by the east wind, the dragon sings in the moon, and the wind, flowers, snow and moon are full of martial arts.  Is there a difference or am I not wrong either?  The trickling sound of rain falling was particularly hard to hear in my impetuous mood.  ¡­¡­¡­¡­ Xiao Han said to the Music Emperor: "Peace. Fairy music is floating. Let's listen to each other's favorite songs with our hearts. With the jumping, romantic and rich singing, I can hear the lingering thoughts and sincerity in it.  , dynamic, full of power, integrated with nature, not only quiet in its own melody, my melody is red, deep and noble, more and more romantic, but also mixed with unspeakable joy, which is the most touching emotion.  Nothing is better than music. No one is indifferent to music. Unless there is a problem with hearing or intelligence. People's emotions are felt through the senses, and if there is music as an additive, it will appear outside.  This emotion will immediately enter the character, and become more intense. I like to express my emotions through music, either leaning or lying down in a dreamy world, reading a book or sipping a cup of tea.  Or in the hazy light. No matter whether there are flowers blooming around you, as long as you turn on the music, you will be immersed in it, and your eyes and mind will be filled with scenes, with rich lyrical and beautiful artistic conception.  In a beautiful, quiet, fast or soothing atmosphere, you can enter into the spiritual dialogue between people and music. At this moment, you are immersed in the bright melody of the music, and the thoughts in front of you suddenly turn into smoke, curling up.  Into the music, you can vaguely hear the sound of your own heartbeat, and there is no trace of the flying thoughts. When we are happy, we share it, talk and laugh, or merge into the communication, or the subconscious mind is understood one by one.  The feeling of leisure is really graceful. It's the kind of silence in the east and west boats, only the silence of the autumn moon in the middle of the river. It is a kind of blank space in the language of painting, which has the charm of silence than sound.  There is no need to tell each other in words, only understanding. At this time, you feel happiness. This happiness is so magical. Relatives and friends may share it with you, or it may be shared with you for a while in front of everyone.  Do it spontaneously. But it will always pass, and when you wipe away the blood and wipe the tears, the sky will always be blue, the heart will always be bright, and the face will always smile carefree and innocent.  Times. Just listen to a piece of music, and a melody may inadvertently open your closed heart, give wings to your emotional factors, and activate a pulsating cell.  Come. But listening to the soothing singing, like the fairy music floating from the distant seaside or heaven, is quiet, distant, clean, and peaceful, slowly infiltrating every corner of the auditory nerve. It is a kind of calmness.  The thin, clear and fresh melody makes you feel that the sound is carrying the fragrance of flowers, rolling with clear dew, and carrying the sunshine leisurely like clouds into the sky, and you can feel the waves of thoughts flowing through, spreading and confusing.  Hazy, and finally like a mist, as soft as yarn, full of sweetness and warmth, capturing all your senses and making your whole heart intoxicated.  Command your senses to rise and fall with her, to focus, meditate, or be intoxicated. Its infectious power is evident.  I would like to be immersed in music and endless love forever.  " She then said to King Xiaoyao: "Burning life.  A few days ago, a friend complained to me: When I encounter a problem now, instead of trying to find a solution to the problem, I first think about what others will do, and what procedures are generally followed when encountering this kind of thing.  I hope experienced seniors can make a list of programs and then execute these programs themselves just like a computer.  This is very simple and convenient, and you won't be scolded for doing something different from others, but you feel that your thinking has been severely restricted. There is no innovation, and you just think about what your predecessors did, hoping to imitate them.  Infinitely similar to them.  In the end, even lifeAffected by this kind of thinking, I just want to live a lifestyle that is advocated by the public, I want to live a fast-paced and rich life closer to urban white-collar workers, I want to live a healthy lifestyle that my neighbors say, and I want to eat what everyone says  A dish suitable for this season.  Yes, I strictly implemented the "right things" listed by everyone, and became a "model" in everyone's mouth, but I really missed something. Thinking about it, it felt like I had lost myself and no happiness.  When this friend said this, he looked confused and confused. I think there must be a strong sense of edge rising in his heart at this moment. Observing other people's lives and then imitating them, doesn't it look like he is standing in a circle?  edge, and then watch the people in the circle go crazy.  Living hard, I said to myself: "Well, this is what I should do." But who is the protagonist in my life?  The answer is: other people, those in the circle.  When we were very young, there was a kind of child called "other people's children", and parents would extremely hope that we would become such children with excellent academic performance.  But even if you are naughty, what can you do if you don't want to finish your homework and then play after school?  I am very confused, if the children are all the same, will parents still like their children?  It is precisely because of those rebellions that we are different and have such a diverse society.  Only then will there be attraction and happiness arising from differences.  I was walking and chatting with my friends today, and I also felt that my life was becoming more and more American-style, "eclectic, casual and free". I didn't have to stick to established procedures. I could do what I wanted to do, go where I wanted to go,  Realize your ideals that you are proud of.  Without a stylized life, we can return to the countryside, we can be lonely science geeks, we can be actors who like the spotlight, we can be travel experiencers who envy others, we can be any role we want to be. At this time, we  He becomes the protagonist of life.  Regardless of whether I danced well or poorly in the dance of life, whether I chose a dance partner that others approved of, or whether I wore the right evening dress, I have no regrets because this is my life and I have the right to put my own stamp on it.  Brands, happiness, sadness, laughter and tears are all worth having.  Stay away from the routine life and get the most authentic self and the most enjoyable life.  With the change of identity, I gradually understand the difficulty of growth and transformation.  We have to gradually get out of the fairy tale that we yearn for, but occasionally we will fall into endless busyness, and we gradually fall into fatigue, but the sun will always be there on the horizon, and the sunset will still dye the sky red, and the sky will be full of darkness late at night.  The stars are still shining.  " King Xiaoyao replied: "Day after day, it seems like we have seen each other before, but there is nothing my king can do!  Ha ha!  Spring goes and autumn comes, flowers will bloom again, people are gone, everything will pass. I am not pessimistic, just sad, very sad.  "
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