"The yourself you remember now is not the real yourself."</p> The words of the woman in black stockings echoed in my ears, lingering. </p> ¡°You happen to have completely forgotten those 20% of special memories, and only remember 80% of ordinary people¡¯s memories.¡±</p> The girl¡¯s words are also echoing, and they are also lingering. </p> I don¡¯t know which one is the real me, maybe neither. </p> I feel particularly sad. I have lived for thirty fucking years and still haven¡¯t figured out who I am. In the end, I have to find out who I am through other people¡¯s mouths. What does this mean? </p> At this point, the outcome has been decided. </p> The result of the conversation was obvious. I didn¡¯t fool the girl into becoming lame. Instead, she fooled me into being in a mental hospital. </p> I took a deep breath silently, tried to calm myself down, and tried to treat everything that happened today as having nothing to do with me, so that I could watch it like a movie. </p> Under this premise, I compared the remarks of the two women. Obviously, the woman with black stockings completely denied my past. The girl should be more kind and deny 20%, but at least leave 80% of the big share for me. In comparison, I think the girl's words are more credible. </p> Such an analogy is deceptive and will create a psychological suggestion for me, making it easier for me to believe what the girl says. If the girl and the woman in black stockings had colluded a long time ago, then there is no doubt that I have been deceived by them into becoming Chef Fan. </p> Thinking of this, something appeared in my mind that I don¡¯t know if it is an illusion. It seems that I have done similar things before. In short, I deceived a person through analogy and psychological suggestion. . But when I thought about it carefully, I couldn¡¯t remember who I had deceived. </p> I was immersed in that specious illusion and felt weird. </p>