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    I made an appointment with the girl in the fluttering white skirt to conduct an exclusive interview with her at ten o'clock tomorrow morning.  I couldn¡¯t sleep this night. I missed the girl in the fluttering white dress, and I also thought about my future with her.  Before hooking up with her, I need to give myself an accurate position.  I have had a painful experience in this regard. I have expressed my feelings wrongly, which led to the miserable results of wishful thinking.  That was when I was in high school, and two very interesting things happened.  The first thing happened when I was a freshman in high school. There was a person named Xu Xiaoling in the class who always stared at me, no matter in class or after class. She stared at me several times until I turned red.  One day I finally couldn't help it anymore and asked my deskmate Yuanyuan: "Do you think Xu Xiaoling is looking at me?" Yuanyuan put on a responsible attitude. He studied for a long time and told me an answer: "According to me  Observing these few classes, she is really looking at you. "I was confused on the spot and couldn't help myself with excitement. I went back to the dormitory and had a heated discussion with my roommates about where I should book a room with Xu Xiaoling.  Just when the whole dormitory building thought I was having an affair with her, news came that Xu Xiaoling had had a squinting eye since she was a child.  Yes, she never looked at me seriously from beginning to end, she just squinted It took me half a year to heal the pain in my heart. When I was in the first semester of high school, another change happened.  Bizarre story.  One day, there was a very pretty girl who kept staring at me. Her eyes were so special, and her affectionate expression revealed a bit of shyness of a girl.  At first I thought it was an illusion, but after a few minutes, I finally confirmed that she had been peeking at me intentionally or unintentionally.  At that time, I was messy again. I didn¡¯t expect that I, Hu Hansan, would be where I am today. A feeling that I was a pretty boy emerged spontaneously.  I thought she was deeply in love with me, and I was ready to give her a chance to chase me while crying. As long as she did this, I would say three words to her in the spotlight: I  willing.  Regrettably, such a story did not happen in the end.  ¡°Later I found out that the reason why she stared at me that day was because I didn¡¯t wipe the shit out of my eyes Look, if a man cannot accurately position himself, what a miserable end he will end up with.  I thought I would never make the same mistake again. It was not until many years later that I discovered that I was wrong and I had lost several pairs of underwear by mistake.  We might as well stretch the time forward many years later, after I wrote a novel called Daydream.  I feel that I am doing something very meaningful, and I carry the dreams of many friends.  In real life, many of my friends have read two of my books, one of which was my first book when I debuted. At that time, everyone found out that someone in their circle of friends actually wrote a book, so they took a look at it for a fresh idea.  The second book they read was Daydreaming, because that would be my last book.  That is probably an autobiographical online novel. Some of the characters in the book are my friends, and some are simply my old readers. Basically everyone can find their true identity in life.  My friends know what I am writing, so they keep reading and often send me WeChat messages or call me to encourage me, which makes me feel that writing in this way is particularly meaningful.  Maybe I was too happy to do it and ignored the endurance of the readers. I thought that readers would understand what I wanted to write like my friends. It turned out that I was so wrong.  First of all, some people think that it is not an online novel. What I want to say is that it may not be a YY novel, but it must be an online novel.  In the budding era of online novels, people often talked about "First Intimate Contact" or "The Legend of Wukong", which were the representatives of early online novels. The length of those works was only about 100,000 words. I just paid tribute to them.  That¡¯s all.  Secondly, I gave myself a wrong positioning. I thought readers who had read my books for several years would understand what kind of person I was, but later I discovered that I was too naive.  One day, an old reader who had been in various groups for several years quit the group. The guy named Ichijo Chai had a very special reason for quitting the group. The reason was that Lao Niu did not canvass for votes. He said that what he saw in other groups was  How to canvass votes, but in my group we either discuss girls or games, which makes him feel meaningless. I think I must be worthless in his eyes.  In this regard, I have wrongly positioned myself more than once or twice. For example, a reader who claimed to have always supported genuine books made me burst into tears. When I wanted to add some essence to him, I couldn¡¯t find his posts even after looking through them.  , and later found out that he had been supporting the genuine Baidu version.  There are too many similar stories, so I won¡¯t mention them one by one.  The biggest mistake I made in positioning myself was that I always thought that what I wrote was considered an adult book, and I didn¡¯t expect myAll readers have jobs and families. I can accept it even if they are born in the 1990s. My only requirement is that they must be at least 18 years old, right?  It turns out I was wrong again.  In this country, how highly should a man think highly of himself before he thinks that what he writes is for adults?  In order to write this book, I fought against many things and offended many colleagues.  I just said a few truths that everyone understands, which attracted abuse on various Weibo forums. This process was not easy. I didn¡¯t expect any enthusiastic readers to stand up and support me. I didn¡¯t expect some so-called diehard fans.  It¡¯s fine if you don¡¯t support me, but they try to hold me back in other ways.  My only feeling at the time was that instead of being defeated by a god-like opponent, I would be tricked by pig-like teammates.  By writing this, I will probably start to offend readers again. This kind of thing that offends both the author and the readers is probably something only a weirdo like me can do.  In the summer of 2013, I encountered the most difficult thing to accept.  The situation at that time was as follows: In order to express my apology for being missing for too long, I was active in the group that summer, and a reader in the Bairimen group privately messaged me: "Lao Niu, I finally see you, I will chase you.  I have been chasing the book for many years. "I was very moved, so I replied: "It's not easy, your child can do soy sauce, right?" He said: "No, I was a freshman in junior high school that year, and I am a freshman in high school this year  " At that moment, my hands and feet were cold.  I have lived for more than thirty years and still cannot give myself an accurate position.  I always thought I was a writer of adult books, but in the end I discovered that I was actually a writer of children's books.  Just before I could recover, someone showed up and wanted to smash the windows of my house. I simply stopped updating for three days.  I have reached the age of an uncle, but I am still so emotional and have not made any progress at all.  The strange thing is that I was neither impulsive nor angry when I made this decision, I just felt that I needed some time.  I need three days to think about why I suddenly feel so desperate.  ¡¤
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