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Volume 1 Text [044] Self-respect, self-love, self-improvement, self-reliance

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    When I met Eve, she was about to go filming.  I know that she majored in drama, and I also know that she will eventually embark on the path of acting, but I have always hoped that she would embark on this path after graduation.  This extravagant hope comes from the fact that I like her to retain a little innocence of a student before graduation. Otherwise, when I am with her, I will not be able to tell whether what she does is from the heart or whether she is acting.  After we discussed Zhang Ailing that day, I asked her: "It's not good to do something on your terms, why do you want to act?" She convinced me in two sentences: "Everyone is acting, the difference is that someone is in front of the camera  Acting, there are people acting in life. Instead of acting for free in life, it is better to act in front of the camera to support yourself. "I admired her very much, and I felt that a girl with big breasts and no brains would never be able to say such wise words.  ¡°She just told me today that she has participated in many performances. When she was a freshman, her tutor led a group of students to look for performance opportunities.  She said that when she was a sophomore, she no longer needed her family to send living expenses. Sometimes she would finish work very late, so she rented a house outside the school.  If I have a pure heart, I should praise her for being so self-reliant.  It's a pity that my heart is not pure enough. In my impression, there are only three types of beautiful girls living outside the school. One is living with a boyfriend, which is relatively good. The second is often being cheated by others.  Well, the third type of living outside the school is euphemistically called "working part-time" Thinking of this, I feel confused, and the girl in the white skirt is gradually drifting away in my world.  She pulled me out of the messy world with one sentence: "Want to watch me film?" I said, "Is it convenient?" She said, "Very convenient." That was my first time to watch the filming in person.  I was very excited. When it comes to filming in the Mainland, I can't help but think of Director Feng and Uncle Ge. But the reality is that when I arrived on the set, I couldn't name anyone from the director to the actors.  She played a small role in the play with only three lines of dialogue. Her makeup was horrible and her costume was even more horrible.  I understand this. In order to highlight the heroine who is not outstanding in all aspects, the makeup artist can only make the supporting heroine look uglier.  During this period, I made a new discovery. In this crew, there are at least five actresses who are more beautiful than the lead actress. After putting on makeup, the lead actress¡¯s shine immediately overshadowed all the supporting actresses.  Eve, who only has three lines, is very serious, reminding me of Xing Ye in The King of Comedy.  At that moment, I was very happy. She was so serious about playing a small role, which meant that she had not been unspoken.  The next moment, I felt very distressed. I felt that no matter from which angle I looked at it, she should play the leading female role.  Watching her go to perform and say three lines that were not said, I suddenly hated myself for not having the ability to change everything. This feeling made me particularly sad.  After the work was over, she asked me: "Was I stupid when I performed?" I told the truth: "A little bit." She was a little self-deprecating: "The so-called performance is to be an extra and make you laugh." I continued to be honest: "  Yes, it did make me laugh when I saw you playing a small role." She asked, "What do you mean?" I said, "It's nothing. If you play the female lead, I will figure out what special relationship you have with the director.  " She turned around faster than turning over the book: "Don't you have a special relationship with the director, can't you be the female lead? " Faced with such a rebellious question, and at the same time facing Eve who showed an angry face for the first time, it was my first time.  Feeling that she was so real, so real that I could see and touch it, I immediately became elated and said, "Listening to your tone, it sounds like there is a story. Tell it and I will help you refer to it." She said angrily: "  I originally had six lines of dialogue, but last time the assistant director called me in the middle of the night to ask me to sing, but I didn't go, so the dialogue was cut in half, leaving only three lines. If it weren't for the sake of our teacher, I would have left.  I don¡¯t have a single line left.¡± I asked her, ¡°Then why do you want to continue acting? I would just quit.¡± She was very excited: ¡°I thought about it too, but I was unwilling to give up halfway.  Isn¡¯t it good? Besides, every crew is the same, and they become numb after seeing them too much. I know a few female classmates who can¡¯t stand the temptation, but they still don¡¯t become popular. So I keep telling myself that I must stick to the bottom line.  , It doesn¡¯t matter even if I¡¯m a minor player. When I accumulate enough experience, maybe one day the opportunity will come. Opportunities only belong to those who are prepared, don¡¯t they? " I can understand her mentality. Before that, I  I have written two books, and the results are neither good nor bad. For a while, I plan to study hard.?I don¡¯t know how to code anymore, but I¡¯m very unwilling to do so. I feel like I won¡¯t admit defeat. I feel like it¡¯s not right to withdraw from the world like this. Real idol figures have become famous in the world and then go back to the mountains and forests. I haven¡¯t had time yet.  It's famous all over the world.  So I wrote a new book in my spare time. My mentality was very similar to Eve's. My idea at that time was that after I accumulated enough experience in street fighting, I would no longer be in street fighting. There would always be a suitable person.  The opportunity suddenly came.  I told Eve what I was thinking, and she looked at me in silence for a long time.  Later, she suddenly held my hand and said, "Let's work hard together." I felt mixed emotions at the time. I was happy that she and I finally had physical contact, but I was worried that this kind of contact was not holding hands between lovers, but  It's quite a social handshake.  There is no other way. I can only use Ah Q¡¯s spirit to motivate myself. At least I can hold hands with her.  When we parted that day, we encouraged each other, just like a pair of literary young people striving for their ideals.  After I returned home, I wrote a long article titled "Self-esteem, Self-love, Self-improvement, and Self-Reliance - Entering the Daily Life of Girls in Art Schools in the New Era."  No wonder later generations of netizens scolded reporters for being unethical. My first article was so unethical.  The good things were said cleanly, and not a single bad word was said.  Brother Yun was shocked when he saw the first draft. He said, "Can you tell me, you charged her a lot of money?" In response, Brother Xiao Ma's opinion was even more vicious: "Can you tell me, you fucked her a lot?  plate?"    ¡€
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