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Volume 8: Golden Lotus and Phoenix Head Chapter 1943: Sobering up from alcohol, broken dreams!  (Down)

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    Loneliness means there is no one in your heart. Loneliness means there is someone in your heart but no longer around you. Loneliness means there is someone in your heart who is within reach but yet so far away.

    As the car drove out of Helan Town, Chen Shuyuan, who was leaning on the leather cushion with hunched shoulders, suppressed the pain in her heart and looked out the window.

    What a familiar scene. For a long time, he carried himself like this on the way home. At that time, he was glib and even shameless. At that time, he was silent and indifferent,  Gradually, I became accustomed to his every move and his aura of dependence.

    Things change and people change. Today, many years later, having such an 'experience' has become a kind of 'luxury' for Chen Shuyuan, who has already taken charge of the power and has long been considered superior in the eyes of outsiders.

    The scenery along the way is no longer familiar. The winding road is no longer the beautiful scenery of Huashan. Although it is still lush and green, in Chen Shuyuan's heart, there is only lushness, without the "green" and "strong".

    Changed, everything had changed, she was no longer familiar, and there was more of a strange barrier. She wanted to open her heart and tolerate him, but when she faced him, her "calmness" was replaced by "grievance"  Instead, there is even a family that dare not 'return', and there is nowhere to complain.

    "Just stop here." The silence of nearly ten minutes was suddenly broken after Chen Shuyuan sighed. Through the front mirror, she looked behind her at Chen Shuyuan, whose eyes were crystal clear but dodged, and she stepped on the brake.  Xiao Sheng pulled over and stopped.

    On the highway not far away, the roar of trucks could be heard from time to time, and the sound of cars speeding past was clearly visible. The dim street lights made the surrounding visibility very small, especially after Xiao Sheng turned off the engine.  Turning off the lights also added an indescribable desolation to the darkness.

    "Thank you, thank you for taking me to the intersection, go back, you are busy, and I am busy too." As she said these words, big tears rolled down Chen Shuyuan's eyes. In the dark carriage,  Chen Shuyuan turned her head to prevent the other party from seeing her clearly. She held the tip of her nose with one hand, and her open palm almost covered half of her face.

    "You know, in front of me, whenever you are duplicitous, you always like to make an action, hold the tip of your nose with one hand, and try not to let me see any emotion in your expression.

    In the past, you always used indifference to cover up, but now, with nowhere to vent, you are used to using "calmness" to cover up.  "

    "Don't mention the past to me." Suddenly, because of Xiao Sheng's words, Chen Shuyuan, whose heart was really hurt, suddenly turned her head and whispered, causing the entire carriage to fall into silence again.

    She pursed her lips to prevent her sobs from echoing in the carriage. Chen Shuyuan, whose expression was slightly distorted, bit her fingers tightly the moment she lowered her head.

    You can also hear her helplessness as she takes a long breath, and you can also feel her heavy breathing as she tries her best to suppress her emotions. After a while, what Xiao Sheng heard was an apology without any emotion.

    "I'm sorry, I have to rush back to Northern Province tonight."

    "The layout of the Great Northwest, don't be in a hurry now, talk to me, I feel bad seeing you like this."

    "Xiao Gou Sheng, what do you want, do you have to let me watch you sleep with other women? I am so in love with you that I am willing and happy.

    To be fair, are my demands too high? I know you are busy, busy with tasks and responsibilities. Since marrying into the Nalan family, as long as I can face it alone, I will never show even a trace of timidity in front of you. It is you.  , made me, who was once weak at heart, become the 'strong' one I am now, and it was you who guided me step by step, or transformed me into what I am now.

    I can ignore other people's gossip and choose to deceive myself as if I were shielding myself. In my opinion, as long as you know that you have a family and me, that's it. I don't ask for it, that you can stay with me alone for a long time, but you  It shouldn't be forced on me to accept everything that I resist.

    From the beginning to the end, you Nalan Zhonglei can be said to be obedient to me, even following my temper. Your doting on me makes me greedy, and your love for me makes me greedy.  I linger, but I am a woman, a living, flesh-and-blood woman with my own thoughts.

    You are always asking me to do this and that, but to be fair, have you ever considered it from my standpoint? Why, I always have to accommodate them and you, who can truly accommodate me for once.  "Chen Shuyuan crooned crazily, unable to restrain her emotions. She was like a child who had lost a beloved toy. She was helpless and insecure. She turned her head to the side, but tried hard to suppress the tears that flowed out, using her hands again and again.  A tissue wiped away the tears that came from his eyes.

     At this time, she was no longer the lofty Parkson sister, but like a wild goose flying south. She could not see the future, let alone the so-called happiness.

    "I want to smoke a cigarette." This was the only thing Xiao Sheng said after Chen Shuyuan murmured and frowned. She didn't say anything, and Xiao Sheng simply lit the tobacco.

    After a long time, Chen Shuyuan, whose mood gradually stabilized, stopped sobbing, endured the twitching, and continued thoughtfully:

    "I originally thought that the person who knows me best in this world should be you or my family, but in fact, the person who loves me the most is the woman who was in the same position as me once upon a time.

    After meeting Zhang Yi again after such a long time, she could see the "depression" in my eyes at a glance. Do you know what the first words she said were.  "Speaking of this, Chen Shuyuan showed a sad smile, and then murmured and elaborated:

    "A person's experience is all written in her eyes. From clear and transparent to bottomless, what kind of process it takes is something that no one else can replace. Only you know best in your heart." At the end of these words  , Zhang Yi stared at Chen Shuyuan with a "resonant" look, and added, "Shuyuan, you have worked hard," and it was this sentence that made Chen Shuyuan put down her grudges and barriers, and in a true sense, treat each other.  Considered a confidant.

    If Xiao Sheng hadn't appeared, she might still have suppressed this emotion, keeping it deep in her heart and keeping silent. But now, the pressure that was about to break out was ignited by it, and with a 'boom', she lost her calm for a moment.

    Silence, deathly silence, in the flickering car, only the cigarette in Xiao Sheng's mouth was so dazzling. Sitting in the driving seat, he didn't speak for a long time, not because he didn't want to, but because he really couldn't find an excuse.  reasons.

    "Xiao Sheng, I am still very attached to you, and I am still greedy for your embrace, but this is by no means a bargaining chip for you to act recklessly. In Hong Kong City, you told me that when you wake up, your dreams will not be broken, but you tell me with the facts.  , drunkenness, broken dreams.

    Please get out of the car, I'm very busy.
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