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    After midnight, we each went to bed, and then Dash came knocking on my door.  This scene is too gay. After all, Da Ben and I have been gay since we were students.  As mentioned earlier, the relationship between others in our group is particularly rigid. On the other hand, there is also a special relationship between others.  For example, Da Ben and I shared bunk beds with him when I lived on campus in high school.  Later, we entered the same university together. We were not in the same dormitory at first. After many setbacks, he and I finally moved into the same dormitory.  Da Ben has been drifting for a long time, and his love journey has been very tortuous. In the past two years, he has finally stabilized and found a more suitable girl.  We all advised him to marry such a girl when he met her, but Da Ben always felt pressured and he had become very confused recently.  I couldn¡¯t sleep last night because he called me to talk about this, and tonight he came again.  Da Ben has his reasons for being confused. Roger has been divorced a long time ago. Our best friend in college, Mr. Lin, is also divorced. Da Ben¡¯s best partner, me, is also in an unsatisfactory marriage.  Because of these living cases, Da Ben has some concerns about marriage.  I didn¡¯t have a long talk with Da Ben tonight. Besides, we had pretty much talked about everything we wanted to talk about. I only gave him one sentence: ¡°You are you, we are us, don¡¯t let our experiences influence your marriage.¡± This sentence  In fact, I also spoke to myself. In the past, I always thought that my emotional problems were related to my childhood and my parents.  Today, I have begun to learn to throw away this idea of ??passing responsibility to the past. My emotional problems are only my personal problems and have nothing to do with my childhood or my parents.  Da Ben was shocked by my words. After a while, he thanked me for giving him the kind words, and then left in a hurry.  Looking at his coquettish back, I immediately regretted it. If he gets married when he comes back, how many red envelopes should I give him?  I quickly put the matter aside and immersed myself in my daydreams.  Today I fell asleep when I shouldn¡¯t have slept, and couldn¡¯t fall asleep when I should have.  My daydreams make me so excited, like when I was a teenager and couldn¡¯t sleep the night before I went on a date with the girl of my dreams.  I simply got up, holding my notebook and tapping away.  When you do something big, you should always make adequate preparations in advance.  Before I start daydreaming, there are three things I need to do.  The first thing is to calm down and write a book.  For me, writing a book is not difficult. What is difficult is writing a book that can rekindle my enthusiasm.  Most of my friends have the experience of reading online novels, and some of them are more experienced than me. They once pursued some novels with great fanaticism, and then gave up some novels with great indifference.  As the only one among us who is engaged in the online literature industry, their attitude towards me has also undergone very interesting changes.  During that process, they called me different names. At first, they called me "a young man who pursues his ideals," then changed it to "a bastard who cheats by coding," and then "you'll die if you don't do it."  "Otaku", later everyone learned to be a high-level black person, and even insulting personality would not use curse words. For a while, Leizi called me: a national hero of a powerful country.  Sometimes I feel that I am not myself, I represent a group, and there are many peers who have similar experiences to me.  I am engaged in such a YY industry, but in my heart I have a kind of rejection of YY.  Until one day, a phone call between me and Roger made my thoughts sublime.  More than ten years ago, when we were still spending our living expenses and hanging out in Internet cafes discussing life ideals with distant penguin friends, Roger had already got a legendary computer with 512M of memory and walked around the house in style. At that time  Roger had already come into contact with online novels, and he took me into them by the way.  I must thank him here, he has been my guide.  In the field of online writing, Roger introduced me to an author and a book that impressed me the most.  The author is called Sha Sha. As early as the era when Internet literature was budding, this legendary figure wrote an article "You Are Not a Grain of Sand" and later published a book "How Qing Gong is Made."  I don¡¯t know why he later faded out of the online literary world. I only know that this person and his articles had a profound impact on me, and even affected my writing style to a certain extent.  Originally, Roger and I were comrades in the same trench. We were both fans of sand at that time. Not long after, Roger became a traitor. He was obsessed with Jin Hezai and Jinhe Zai's "The Legend of Wukong".  Roger is the one who reads the most fantasy novels among us. His grandfather runs a rental bookstore.??When I was a child, their store had various martial arts novels, and later various online novels appeared in their store.  As for whether these novels are genuine, everyone knows it, so we won¡¯t discuss it.  Before Roger got married, his impression in our minds was similar to that of Lei Zi. You could never guess what he wanted to do next, and he himself didn¡¯t even know what he wanted to do.  We have discussed this before, maybe because Roger has read too many fantasy novels, and he is often immersed in illusory fantasies. Sometimes he wants to be a young boy, sometimes he wants to be a policeman, and sometimes he wants to be a soldier.  At that time, I suddenly became a petty bourgeoisie and wanted to be a white-collar worker.  He had many ideas, but unfortunately few of them were put into practice. By the time he really had the courage to put them into practice, he was already the father of a child.  ¡°One day I called Roger and I heard the sound of books being turned.  This situation is familiar to me. Roger doesn't like reading in front of the computer. He also wants to read online novels in physical form, even if they are physical copycat versions.  I imagined him lying on the bed reading a book, and I asked: "Which book are you following recently?" He said: "Critique of Pure Reason." I was stunned for a moment, and asked uncertainly: "It's the Kant one.  Or is it a new online article?" He said, "It's from Kant." I asked, "Are you going to go against the grain?" He said, "No, I've been reading for too long and I'm tired of it."  I feel very deeply. We can find great books that will last forever by spending dozens of dollars in any bookstore. However, we spend more money and waste more time on the Internet but it is difficult to find truly good books.  "I asked: "Do you feel like you have been living with a dog?" He said: "A little bit." I asked: "Why am I tired of aesthetics?" "I can.  I could hear the exhaustion in his voice. It didn't mean that a man couldn't read YY novels after he was thirty. As a father of a child, he just couldn't accept those YY things anymore.  He and I have similar views. Time is passing and we are growing up. I have some readers who did not graduate from high school and have since graduated from college.  And the things I YY produced, the themes expressed were almost the same. These things lacked inspirational elements and could not accompany their growth, which made me often feel that what I wrote was meaningless.  But as a writer of online articles, I don¡¯t know if this view means I have left the organization.  If I jump out and write something different, I don¡¯t know if that counts as antagonizing my colleagues.  Roger asked me that day: "Are you planning to stop writing in the future?" I said: "Yes." He asked: "Why?" I said: "Some people say that Hong Kong movies have died long ago, but I don't think so.  Exaggeration, at least it still has a breath left, and at best it can be considered disabled. Before Hong Kong films were disabled, in the so-called golden age of Eastern Hollywood, several major film companies were standing together, and all kinds of crude and follow-up themes emerged in an endless stream. At that time, gambling.  Zombie movies and gunfight movies have blinded countless people. I don¡¯t know why, but looking at the seemingly prosperous Internet literary world and the numerous major websites, I always think of the once brilliant Hong Kong movies, especially those in Hong Kong.  When I saw various prehistoric and infinite alien genres, all that flashed through my mind were crappy gambling movies and zombie movies. I had a hunch that one day, the Chinese online literary world would be like Hong Kong movies.  He said: "Then have you ever thought about doing something?" I said: "Don't you know what the situation is in the online literary world?" "What the hell can I do?"  A few months later, he suddenly called me in the middle of the night and woke me up. He was very excited at the time, and his voice sounded like he was drunk: "No, you really have to do something!" I was confused: "What?  ?¡± Roger: ¡°As I told you last time, do something for your dying Internet literary world.¡± I said, ¡°Are you drunk? The market is so good now, and everything seems to be booming.  , the birth of the wireless version has pushed the industry to its peak. Maybe I am unfounded? Don¡¯t think about it. Go to sleep.¡± Roger: ¡°No, I can¡¯t sleep. I was hurt by a book today.  "It's so clear." "What other book can hurt you?" I was shocked. In my impression, Roger has been quite stable since Duoduo entered kindergarten, and few things can hit him, let alone  Said it was on the Internet.  Roger: "Do you know Lin Hai?" I said: "We had hot pot together in 2006, it was a long time ago." Roger: "What do you think of him?" I said: "He was quite artistic, back then.  He stayed?A long hair with unknown negative ions or free ions.  "Roger: "That's not it. I'm talking about how you read his books.  " I said, "I haven't seen much. What's going on?  Hasn't he been writing about football? It's not easy for so many years.  " Roger was incoherent: "I have been reading his books for ten years, and in the end, I feel so sad!  " I asked: "What's the situation? Can you explain it clearly?  " Roger: "The introduction to his new book says that this is my story, and it is also a story about dreams.  I was so excited when I saw this introduction, I thought he was finally going to write about dreams.  When I clicked on it, I immediately collapsed. This was actually a book in which the protagonist traveled to the past and used a football cheat to cheat!  " I was puzzled: "Is there a problem? Isn't this the same routine these days?  " Roger's indignant voice came from the other end of the phone: "It's okay to write this kind of routine, but don't sell this kind of dog meat with the sheep's head of your dream. Isn't this a waste of your dream?  In the past, Lin Hai has always been a dreamer in my mind. It is not easy for a person to insist on writing about football for ten years, but why has he become like this now?  "I said: "Why else? Isn't it just to support the family?  If he had awakened a few years earlier, he would have become famous long ago.  " Roger was even more indignant: "No, you don't understand what I mean, dreams, dreams, you know?  " I asked: "How much did you drink?  Can you have a little more logic?  "Roger coughed a few times, and finally had some logic: "Let me tell you this, I can understand that he supports his family. His last book also had something similar to a plug-in. I can accept it, but this one  I just can¡¯t accept new books, do you know why?  It's very simple. Although the hero in his last book is a young man with an ear and nose, he is born to dare to fight and fight. He made me believe that fate will favor those who dare to fight and fight. This is inspirational.  But he doesn¡¯t do that in his new book. The protagonist is a complete loser. Such a loser can be reborn after death, and can also get help from plug-ins. How can I be inspired by this?  " After a pause, he continued in a long speech: "I have always believed in a concept. Only by doing it can you have the possibility of success!  Just like picking up girls, as long as you dare to strike up a conversation, you will have a 50% success rate. If you don't even have the courage to strike up a conversation and still flirt with a girl and take the initiative to push you back, the possibility is not even 0.000005%!  The hero of his last book is a man who dares to do it. The story of father and son trying out in various places is very inspiring and makes me feel that God deserves to favor such people who never give up.  But what did he do in this new book? The protagonist got two cheats without doing anything. Not only did he travel through time, he also got a football system. This can easily convey a message to minors: You don¡¯t have to do anything, even if you are a coward.  Even if you live a good life, when you die, you will travel through time, and you will get cheats to dominate the world" I said: "I kind of understand, the current market situation is like this, there is no way, no one encourages people to work hard.  Instead of fighting for it, I prefer to stay at home and get a cheating device out of thin air to control the world.  "Roger was quite sad and angry: "If it were just like this, I could bear it!  But this reborn person keeps talking about his dream all day long, and I really can't bear it anymore.  What is a dream, at least it should be something that is purchased with blood and sweat, right?  Can something created with a cheating device be called a dream?  If you want to find something in this world that will never fade, that thing must be a dream.  I think of the book he wrote on Digital Station many times. There is a chapter in it called "Buting, Running"!  Every time I read that chapter, I am particularly moved. What is a dream? This is the dream!  Seven years later, I still clearly remember the chapter he wrote. I remember the child who was not cheating and was not reborn, running hard. This is something that will never fade. This is something about dreams. I will never forget it.  No!  " "But what does he want to express now?  A failed protagonist, reborn in his left hand and a cheat in his right hand, still shouting about his dream. Should his dream be ruined and tainted like this?  I didn¡¯t understand what it felt like to eat flies before, but today I understand.  You know, I have rarely read YY novels in the past two years, but I have been following his books. Today, he lit the last straw for me and used it as firewood.  "I don't know how to comfort Roger, nor how to evaluate the current situation of the online literary world." Roger is still pouring out his resentment: "I originally wrote a book review of more than a thousand words to scold him, but now I  When I was about to click send, I saw that his book was ranked first in the monthly subscription list.  I can't describe my feelings at that second. In that ideal era of Buting Run, he didn't become popular.  In this era where the left hand crosses the right hand and cheats, he is popular.  How to break it, how do you want me to break it?  ¡± I asked: ¡°Have you ever thought about it for those of us who code, how difficult it must be to get to this day in ten years?  " Roger: "I thought about it, I have been looking forward to him becoming famous, but??I didn't expect it to end up like this.  " I smiled: "So you just left silently and blessed him silently?  " Roger's voice was very bitter: "I'm not as great as you said. I think it's useless to scold him. It's already like this. I sat in front of the computer and stared for a few minutes, then turned off the computer and went out.  At that moment I understood why you gave up on this career.  I also understand why your friends who used to have very evil writing skills stopped working in this field long ago.  " I didn't say anything, and listened to his continued tirade: "I originally asked Yuanyuan to drink with me, but he refused to come out even if I beat him to death. He said that he didn't have as much bitterness and hatred towards Internet articles as I did, so I just drank alone until now.  After much deliberation, I can only call you. You don¡¯t need to comfort me. I have figured it out. I don¡¯t blame Lin Hai now. Really, I just gave up on YY novels.  Just this night, the YY novel died in my heart. It died. Do you understand?  "I said: "I understand, it is dead in my heart.  Roger: "No, I can die, but you can't."  ¡± I said: ¡°Bullshit, neither of us died, it was the YY novel that died.  " Roger: "No, you can't let it die in your heart.  I still can¡¯t forget the way your eyes sparkled when you watched ¡°You Are Not a Grain of Sand¡±. At that time, you said that one day you would be like sand. After more than ten years, you  Have you forgotten your ideals?  ¡± I said: ¡°He withdrew it after writing only a few books, and I withdrew it after writing only a few books. I am already like him.  Roger: "No, you have never been like him. He wrote the book in his heart. You have a book in your heart, but it has not been written yet."  "I said: "I have long forgotten what the book in my heart looks like.  Roger suddenly chattered like a middle-aged woman: "No, do something, you have to do something."  Brother, please do something, do something for the Internet literary and art world that you have been involved in for more than eight years.  ¡± I said: ¡°Brother, I can¡¯t do whatever I want. Everyone is not young anymore. Don¡¯t you understand this?  Can you please stop talking like I did when you were a student?  " "It's a bit difficult for you. In fact, sometimes you can't write well, and there are so many people scolding you indiscriminately. I'm quite worried about you.  I was thinking just now that maybe we are all old and can no longer accept those things, and forcing you to write is not an option.  Roger, who was drunk that night, had a lot of emotions. He sighed and sighed one after another. He said: "But I don't want to surrender to old age so early, and neither can you. You have to do something."  If you look at the current novels, they seem to be divided into various themes such as fantasy, fairy tales, cities, and so on. In fact, they write about the same thing. They are nothing more than being humiliated in the first chapter, getting cheats in the second chapter, trampling people gorgeously in the third chapter, and trampling people in the fourth chapter.  It's time to pick up girls, and then repeat this routine endlessly Niu, you promise me, you must promise me, if you come out again in the future, never write like this, okay?  ¡± ¡¤
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